Can you erase your past? I don’t think so. It would be nice wouldn’t it. I don’t want to though. It’s me. It’s who I am. You can pretend I didn’t happen. But I so did. It all was so crazy and I lost so much. So much. I can never get it all back either. I’ve tried. I miss what I had before, before….but love what I have now. How is that possible?!? What a dichotomy. I miss my friends. I really miss my friends. I’ll just keep trying to reconnect. It’s all I can do.