That’s me. Useless as a bump on the log. I’m just so frustrated with the way things are going right now….I’m trying to be positive and see the forest through the trees but man, that’s rough. I just feel lacking. Lacking in being a positive force and making a positive contribution in society.
I’m happy with the way things went at school (I did awesome….I own UNB). I’m happy being married. I’m happy to have my own place and car. I’m happy to help. But if that’s the case…why do I feel like this?!
Why can’t I just be happy with me???
It’s always something. My boobs have gotten too big. My stomach has grown. My hair is too long. My teeth aren’t white enough. I’m too tall. I’m not tall enough. My face is too wide (damn cheekbones lol). Why can’t I just be. Why can’t most of us just be.
This is my quest…the never ending quest.