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Am I Scared? Yes. But I am happy.
We have sat on this new family development longer than we have with any of our other boys. But, this time feels different. I lost something in my last pregnancy and months after that I can never get back. Innocence. I will admit, I was scared when we decided we did want another child and am scared of what the future might hold, but I’m trying not to let that rule the roost. That is easier said than done but I’m trying. There are times I wonder what on Earth were we thinking and other times I worry about the health of this baby. I know, every parent does but…
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Here We Grow Again….
And if that’s not clear enough for you all:
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Oops
So I’ve been blogging. No really I have. I just didn’t realize I hadn’t been publishing publicly. I’ve now got to go back through and find and change all the status from private to public. My bad. Now to find the few minutes here and there during all my “free” time to fix my mistake. I was wondering why there has been absolutely zero traffic on my newer posts. Oops. HAHA I apologize if you are signed up to follow the blog and now get flooded by email as I go through and “re” post them.
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See this man:
Yes him. That one right there in the canoe. I have been married to this man for 7 years. 7. And I love him more than I ever thought possible. Seven years ago today I stood nervously – since I have a fear of crowds & public speaking – in front of my closest friends and family and said these words aloud: In the presence of God and before these witnesses, I L.aura take you J.ohn to be my husband. I will treasure our friendship, and love you today, tomorrow, and forever. I will trust and honour you. I will laugh and cry with you, and share my life…
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Big Steps
I feel like I’m on the verge, the verge of something big. Huge even. Life changing. ? Not sure. But probably. As I sit and await Tuesday, the day I’m starting the next step of this journey, I am anxious, scared, apprehensive, excited, and proud. Proud we made the decision to hope onto a plane, fly thousands of miles to meet people who I feel like I have known for all my life. We debated it for a brief minute many months ago and then jumped in with all our hearts. I’ve put a lot out there for “strangers” to see, but I wouldn’t have it any other way, and…