It has been a while I know. You are all well aware of the goings on for the most part of our past few weeks.  People have been asking why I haven’t been blogging. One simple word. Pessimistic. I was cautiously optimistic and didn’t want to have to come back explain things when/if it fell through. I’m like that. I didn’t want to put it out there in the real world for everyone to read until it was 100% final. I would have been devastated had things fell through. I don’t know what I would have done. It wouldn’t have been dirty laundry I’d want to air on the internet.…