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When the husbands away, the wife will…
….rant. So I’m in a funk. But not a funk at the same time. I don’t feel sad or lonely or indifferent about life. It’s my body. It’s in a funk. It’s gaining weight slowly over the last month and I have no idea why. And I can’t stop it. It’s been 3 lbs in 16 days. Not cool. Not cool at all. I’m beyond frustrated. I don’t know what changed. Usually I lose weight when I’m happy and around friends and family. It’s not like the weather is cold causing my body to go into winter hibernation mode. But my body is starting to store it’s winter pudge. And…
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Sick again.
Man oh man. When is this going to stop. I rarely get sick and ever since I moved and started working in AB, it seems I get sick all the time! The germs can’t be that different than back home. I should have immunity to most now. I just hate not being able to go to work. Especially when it’s so beautifully hot and sunny outside! So here I am, feeling like crap and looking out the window to see another beautiful day that I can’t enjoy. It sucks. I feel like I might be getting better. I was given some meds for an intestinal infection (sounds fun right?!) and…
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And just like that
I’m back at square one. I’ve been having a awesome few weeks. In a good mood and carefree. Then it all turned last night/today. Friggin’ frig. How can it do this so quickly!? I know how, I guess it’s the why. Why do I take everything home? Overthink everything? Have a huge conscience? I don’t know what to do. Well, that isn’t entirely true. I know what I should do. But it’s not something I want to have to do. Even though I do. I don’t want to cause shit. It makes it harder on me in the long run. Do I just sweep it under the rug? Let it…
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Sleep is over-rated….I guess
So I’ve been sleeping like a bag. A bag of crap. 10 lbs in a 5 lb bag to be exact. I’ve tried everything. Going to bed later. Going to bed earlier. Eating. Not eating. Wearing Pyjamas. Wearing normal clothes. Using blankets. Throwing them off me. No matter what I do I’m exhausted. I wake up feeling fully rested but restless and it’s way BEFORE my alarm is due to go off. But at the same time I’m still exhausted and it takes me forever to get back to sleep. I must be having weird dreams or hearing crazy sounds or both. I guess I have been heard laughing in…
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Time change lag
So this time change is messing with my mind. It’s sweet that it’s still daylight at 8 but man oh man, trying to get up in the a.m. for work is brutal. I just want to keep sleeping. Hopefully this trend continues until the weekend so I can take full advantage. And to top it all off this morning I had a really rough time getting up. As in, I laid in bed until the last possible second that I could without throwing off my morning routine. I even ended up with 10 minutes to spare. Just long enough to check my stuff online and call John at work to…