Can you erase your past? I don’t think so.
It would be nice wouldn’t it.
I don’t want to though. It’s me. It’s who I am.
You can pretend I didn’t happen. But I so did.
It all was so crazy and I lost so much. So much.
I can never get it all back either. I’ve tried.
I miss what I had before, before….but love what I have now.
How is that possible?!?
What a dichotomy.
I miss my friends.
I really miss my friends.
I’ll just keep trying to reconnect.
It’s all I can do.