Ghosts of the Past

Can you erase your past? I don’t think so.

It would be nice wouldn’t it.

I don’t want to though. It’s me. It’s who I am.

You can pretend I didn’t happen. But I so did.

It all was so crazy and I lost so much. So much.

I can never get it all back either. I’ve tried.

I miss what I had before, before….but love what I have now.

How is that possible?!?

What a dichotomy.

I miss my friends.

I really miss my friends.

I’ll just keep trying to reconnect.

It’s all I can do.