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F&%$, it wasn’t the weekend
So I thought I was angry/annoyed before. But boy was I wrong in thinking it couldn’t get worse. It came to a head last night and I ended up calling John in tears long after I went to bed and should have been sleeping. I put in almost 12 hours at work (we had a seminar) and was sick. I’ve been fighting a bug for the past few days. I come home, get ready for bed early and lay down to talk to John. Well, music starts pumping from a roommates room, no problem as it’s not 11 yet. I’m just a loser who goes to bed early sometimes…especially when…
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ramblings
I’m tired and glad that tomorrow is Thursday. What a long, but short at the same time, week this has been. I’ve been keeping busy at work and feeling not so hot the past few days but oh well, what can I do about that. Just take care of myself and hope it goes away. I think it slowly is going away. At least it’s happening now and not on the weekend. There has been almost 2 years of anticipation building for this weekend for Carli and I. I’m officially calling it “Laura & Carli do Cape Enrage”. I am taking Carli rapelling, as part of her MOH gift, and…
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Signs, signs, everywhere there’s signs
God, do I have a sign on my back or my front for that matter?!? It seems like I’m a target. Like people are picking me to pick on, yell at, etc etc. I’ve grown tired of it. First thing, Rogers idiot the other week. I hope she ended up in as much trouble and the csr suggested. But at least I got free shit on account of it. John dealt with it for me. I’m not going into it on the worldwide web but a few of you know the story and it’s kind of embarrassing but down right funny at the same time. Then I’m at Kody’s and some…
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Name that Movie
It’s just like my song lyrics game but this time it’s movies. Movies I like. Can you tell I’m bored?! MY GIRL-Feel My aura/I don’t think I’m allowed to. GLADIATOR – I knew a man once who said, “Death smiles at us all. All a man can do is smile back.”/I wonder, did your friend smile at his own death?/You must know. He was your father. AMERICAN HISTORY X-Alright, relax let me ask you a few questions./I’m not in the mood I got a lot of homework to do/Tell me some of the shit you’ve learned fuckass before I pistol whip you/Ok, I believe in death, destruction, chaos, filth, and…
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The day is upon us…
So it’s about 8:30 and John is in the shower and I’m just sitting here with this knot in my stomach. My eyes welling up. It’ll be fine but suck at the same time. I’m a crier. I’m not good with goodbyes no matter who it is or how long it’ll be until I see them again. I hate this part of the journey. I don’t feel ready. But is one ever ready?! It’s about the apprehension of it all. He’s going and I’m going to miss him. I don’t sleep alone very well. But this also forces me to face the fact that I am going to be moving…