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I will try
I will try to update as the day goes on and I will as long as my phone as internet. Some areas of the hospital my service is hit or miss. But it’ll just be easier to write the masses once instead of message after message and call after call. Maybe it will give me something to do while trying to pass the time. So stayed tuned. 10.5 hours and counting…. ==================================== eta: Sorry I was unable to update here as I hoped. Service in the hospital blows. I didn’t get wireless until everything was pretty much all said and done.
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Tomorrow
As I sit her sandwiched by my two amazing boys on the eve of N’s surgery. I don’t know what to think about it all. I’m so very excited to be getting rid of that blasted NG tube and having full access to his cheeks! That’s something I haven’t had since the first day he was born. But, at what cost? I’m losing his perfectly smooth, soft, and kissable belly. I’m going to watch his body create a scar and heal around a foreign object that goes into his stomach. He will never be scar free again. His soft baby skin will have a cut and scar. I know it’s…