This is my life. This calendar is my lifeline, plus the monotony of day to day life that doesn’t need to be tracked and scheduled into a calendar. Add in the feeds every 3 hours, followed by clean the feeding pump & getting the next feed prepped, keeping N positioned to avoid reflux, then doing his stretches, exercises, & at home therapies, etc. etc. We can’t forget spending some one-on-one time with E. He can’t be overlooked in all this. Where do I find the time to shower? Oh wait, I don’t many days. I’m lucky to brush my hair and teeth daily. And people wonder why I don’t have…