So….I’m back. It’s only been a few days since the last post. I had the flu so I had a day of downtime and detailed dreams that have led me to figure me out. I’ve done more soul searching and “self-diagnosing” and I’ve come up with a theory. For a while I have been looking elsewhere to other people, places, and things….but maybe that is the easiest. It’s easier to put blame and focus outwards than to turn it inwards. But recently, I have turned it all inwards and the soul-searching has finally turned up to be useful. I think I’ve found my answers….as obvious as they are going to…