As I sit here watching “The Voice”, yes I kind of love that show, I’m trying to make a list of everything we need to do and to pack before heading up to the hospital for N’s surgery. It’s kind of daunting. There is so much with 2 kids, not including all the extra gear a special little guy like N entails. Where are the days when I could spontaneously run out the door and have everything I need in less than 5 minutes?! Will they ever come back to me? I still have this feeling I’m forgetting something. Something important. It’s been that way since I started the lists and…