I’m sorry you have to be there and I am here. It’s not what I had pictured for this month or and I don’t think it’s what you had envisioned. It’s definitely not what I had wanted. But, life and the all mighty dollar leads the way once again. I wish I was able to bring in enough so that you didn’t have to do this for us. You say you don’t mind. But I know you do. And even if you didn’t, I DO. I do mind. Just once I want to be the one to bail us out. Just once I want things to be easier. (note: I…