So for the first night in a long time I came home from work and felt like I had to talk to someone. Msg my mother. Not there. Call a few friends. Get voicemails. Facebook is boring. The net is boring. I’m tired of playing the Wii. I should go for a walk but I sit here….waiting. Waiting for what you might ask. I don’t know. Waiting for shit to work itself out. And work itself out right. I think I may not have that place I fell in love with and it really bums me out. Mom is unavailable at the moment. He’s excited. I’m panicking. So what do…