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Disconnect
I feel so disconnected from what’s going on in the world. I haven’t had much time or a great connection to read the news app, blogs, twitter, or even facebook. (I’ve been trying my best to keep everyone updated on N though) I hope I’m not missing anything huge in the world. Someone please tell me if there is anything major going on that I should be following just in case I’m living in my bubble and completely oblivious. I don’t want to feel like a dork and have no idea what people are talking about. I’m tired. I want to write more but I can’t. I don’t have the…
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Glad that’s over….time for sleep
I’m tired. This day is all but finished. My bed is calling. Loudly. I’ll do a quick update for those of you who missed my random FB posts. (BTW, phones don’t work in Children’s unless you hold it just right or are by a window so all I have is wireless. Hence the updates through the internet). Noah was is a rockstar! He’s been sleeping pretty much since coming out of surgery, except to fight assessments and he really despises the O2 tubes up his nostrils. And he really threw a fit when his room got so warm. But once they listened to me about how much he hates being…
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I will try
I will try to update as the day goes on and I will as long as my phone as internet. Some areas of the hospital my service is hit or miss. But it’ll just be easier to write the masses once instead of message after message and call after call. Maybe it will give me something to do while trying to pass the time. So stayed tuned. 10.5 hours and counting…. ==================================== eta: Sorry I was unable to update here as I hoped. Service in the hospital blows. I didn’t get wireless until everything was pretty much all said and done.
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Tomorrow
As I sit her sandwiched by my two amazing boys on the eve of N’s surgery. I don’t know what to think about it all. I’m so very excited to be getting rid of that blasted NG tube and having full access to his cheeks! That’s something I haven’t had since the first day he was born. But, at what cost? I’m losing his perfectly smooth, soft, and kissable belly. I’m going to watch his body create a scar and heal around a foreign object that goes into his stomach. He will never be scar free again. His soft baby skin will have a cut and scar. I know it’s…
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I feel like I’m forgetting something
As I sit here watching “The Voice”, yes I kind of love that show, I’m trying to make a list of everything we need to do and to pack before heading up to the hospital for N’s surgery. It’s kind of daunting. There is so much with 2 kids, not including all the extra gear a special little guy like N entails. Where are the days when I could spontaneously run out the door and have everything I need in less than 5 minutes?! Will they ever come back to me? I still have this feeling I’m forgetting something. Something important. It’s been that way since I started the lists and…