My head is spinning. So much information. So much emotion.
I don’t even think I can put it all out there tonight. I don’t want to.
I’m retreating inwards and trying to figure it all out on my own.
I’m trying to understand.
Everything is constantly swirling and it’s disjointed.
I need to research.
I need to reach out to others who have been here; to others who have worked cases like Noah’s.
Completely out of my own realm of experience.
I need guidance.
Someone give me guidance.