Shrouded

Well here I am.

Out in the open.

But hidden at the same time.

So much is going on in my little world, inside my head and surroundings. I just can’t go into it yet. It’s hard to fathom that soon I may be where I want to be. Where we want to be. It’s hard to imagine life without all encompassing debt. Yes, that is years away but just to see the light at the end of the tunnel is almost refreshing.

Speaking of refreshing, Moist just came on the radio. Man, that takes me back. Takes me back to a place where I wouldn’t want to re-visit but it was fun (for the most part) the first time through.

Isn’t it funny how music can transport.

It takes you back to a particular instant, a particular smell, a particular moment in time that is forever etched in your memory. To hear a song and remember the exact grade/age and surroundings is cool. The wonder of it all…the human mind is a wonderous thing. It’s kind of eerie at times.

So, maybe this song will now be attached to this moment…this moment of clarity where the decisions have been made. Excitement is building and exuding.  We finally have direction. It’s scary and exciting and perfect all rolled into one. Yes, I’m being vague but most know what I’m eluding to I’m sure. I’m just not ready to say it out loud for the whole world to read yet.

All I can say is that life is always the unexpected. It’s what happens when you make plans.

Ok, completely off topic but I just wanted to make it known that I really don’t like Phil Collins.  I guess he’s ok for Disney but really, not my cup of tea. I could definitely go without.