So….I’m back. It’s only been a few days since the last post. I had the flu so I had a day of downtime and detailed dreams that have led me to figure me out. I’ve done more soul searching and “self-diagnosing” and I’ve come up with a theory. For a while I have been looking elsewhere to other people, places, and things….but maybe that is the easiest. It’s easier to put blame and focus outwards than to turn it inwards. But recently, I have turned it all inwards and the soul-searching has finally turned up to be useful. I think I’ve found my answers….as obvious as they are going to…

Well here I am. Out in the open. But hidden at the same time. So much is going on in my little world, inside my head and surroundings. I just can’t go into it yet. It’s hard to fathom that soon I may be where I want to be. Where we want to be. It’s hard to imagine life without all encompassing debt. Yes, that is years away but just to see the light at the end of the tunnel is almost refreshing. Speaking of refreshing, Moist just came on the radio. Man, that takes me back. Takes me back to a place where I wouldn’t want to re-visit but…