And just like that

I’m back at square one.

I’ve been having a awesome few weeks.  In a good mood and carefree. Then it all turned last night/today. Friggin’ frig. How can it do this so quickly!?  I know how, I guess it’s the why.

Why do I take everything home? Overthink everything? Have a huge conscience?

I don’t know what to do. Well, that isn’t entirely true. I know what I should do. But it’s not something I want to have to do. Even though I do.

I don’t want to cause shit. It makes it harder on me in the long run. Do I just sweep it under the rug? Let it go? Or be honest.  I don’t want to be a rat.  I’m not a tattler. But why tell me, to make yourself feel better and put me in an awkward position. Again.

Grrrr.