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Shrouded
Well here I am. Out in the open. But hidden at the same time. So much is going on in my little world, inside my head and surroundings. I just can’t go into it yet. It’s hard to fathom that soon I may be where I want to be. Where we want to be. It’s hard to imagine life without all encompassing debt. Yes, that is years away but just to see the light at the end of the tunnel is almost refreshing. Speaking of refreshing, Moist just came on the radio. Man, that takes me back. Takes me back to a place where I wouldn’t want to re-visit but…
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Mt. Vesuvius
That’s me today. I feel the pressure and it’s going to be explosive. I don’t know what has me feeling so angry and frustrated but it’s there. I’m cranky as Hell. I’m not with other people, I’m trying my best to be civil but it’s there constantly reminding me. My whole body goes tense and I want to scream. I want to hit something and hopefully it’s cathartic enough to stop the blow-out that may ensue if I can’t shake this. Depression is anger turned inwards. So that may explain the past while but can it go in reverse and suddenly revert back to anger turned outwards. I haven’t felt…
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Blah, blah, blah
Ever feel insignificant or overlooked? Just plain out ignored. Like nobody bothers with you…out of sight, out of mind. That’s exactly how I feel sometimes. People don’t see us so people don’t bother with coming to visit or pick up the phone. Life has gotten in the way. More importantly, money has gotten in the way. The almighty dollar. I’ve honestly tried (believe it or not) to keep things open and free and fun but these things keep getting in the way. Just once, I wish I’d win the lottery so I can go where ever I want, see whoever I want, whenever I feel like it. It’s just not…
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It’s beginning to feel a little bit more real
So, it’s that time. Grad pics. Man, are they ever expensive!! We decided that it wouldn’t be a jinx to go and get them down now. Much later and John would miss being on the composite on the wall. Might as well leave a memento since so much time and money has been spent on these halls. So here is the picture that everyone will be seeing often. It is untouched, unedited, whatever you want to call it but here it is in it’s “rough” form. Here are links with all 6 poses if others want to check it out and voice their opinion. Hopefully you think we did a…
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The Man in Black….
He loved like everyone in the world should. It is pure, it’s beautiful. His love for his wife transcended even death. Within 3 months of her death (almost to the day) his heart finally “broke.” He put out an amazing album in that time to say Goodbye to the world and sing a tribute to his loving wife. It’s so vulnerable and perfect. It makes me cry listening to it. Not many of my friends (blog readers) are country fans but I may try to change that. Yes, you are reading right…I’m putting my love for country music out in the blogosphere for everyone to read. Not to worry, my…