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F&%$, it wasn’t the weekend
So I thought I was angry/annoyed before. But boy was I wrong in thinking it couldn’t get worse. It came to a head last night and I ended up calling John in tears long after I went to bed and should have been sleeping. I put in almost 12 hours at work (we had a seminar) and was sick. I’ve been fighting a bug for the past few days. I come home, get ready for bed early and lay down to talk to John. Well, music starts pumping from a roommates room, no problem as it’s not 11 yet. I’m just a loser who goes to bed early sometimes…especially when…
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Signs, signs, everywhere there’s signs
God, do I have a sign on my back or my front for that matter?!? It seems like I’m a target. Like people are picking me to pick on, yell at, etc etc. I’ve grown tired of it. First thing, Rogers idiot the other week. I hope she ended up in as much trouble and the csr suggested. But at least I got free shit on account of it. John dealt with it for me. I’m not going into it on the worldwide web but a few of you know the story and it’s kind of embarrassing but down right funny at the same time. Then I’m at Kody’s and some…
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Screw you joker
The joker can kiss my flat bottom. I’ve had enough. It’s damn tiresome. I was appauled. But things were better today. It doesn’t mean that I am going to have an affinity for the joker that the penguin seemed to have. There will be no dynamic duo, no gruesome two-some. I want to be far, far away. I hate really have a dislike for the joker. Maybe the joker should have become a real clown, and not a mean pretend one that we see on t.v.
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Tuesday, May 6, 2008
So for the first night in a long time I came home from work and felt like I had to talk to someone. Msg my mother. Not there. Call a few friends. Get voicemails. Facebook is boring. The net is boring. I’m tired of playing the Wii. I should go for a walk but I sit here….waiting. Waiting for what you might ask. I don’t know. Waiting for shit to work itself out. And work itself out right. I think I may not have that place I fell in love with and it really bums me out. Mom is unavailable at the moment. He’s excited. I’m panicking. So what do…
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Just Once
I’m sorry you have to be there and I am here. It’s not what I had pictured for this month or and I don’t think it’s what you had envisioned. It’s definitely not what I had wanted. But, life and the all mighty dollar leads the way once again. I wish I was able to bring in enough so that you didn’t have to do this for us. You say you don’t mind. But I know you do. And even if you didn’t, I DO. I do mind. Just once I want to be the one to bail us out. Just once I want things to be easier. (note: I…