Well here I am. Out in the open. But hidden at the same time. So much is going on in my little world, inside my head and surroundings. I just can’t go into it yet. It’s hard to fathom that soon I may be where I want to be. Where we want to be. It’s hard to imagine life without all encompassing debt. Yes, that is years away but just to see the light at the end of the tunnel is almost refreshing. Speaking of refreshing, Moist just came on the radio. Man, that takes me back. Takes me back to a place where I wouldn’t want to re-visit but…

I’m nervous. I’m nervous for the phone to ring. I’m nervous for him. Somehow it makes me feel nervous for myself. It’s quite the strange phenomenon. It makes me question the future and wonder what it has in store for us. Hopefully the very best, but I’m not known for my good luck. I’m the old cliche…if I didn’t have bad luck, I wouldn’t have luck at all. Oh well, whatever. It’s about time Karma decided to even the score to the “good side.” It’s not just butterflies flapping around in my belly. It’s more. Whatever it is, they are going crazy. But at the same time it’s almost calming.…