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Shrouded
Well here I am. Out in the open. But hidden at the same time. So much is going on in my little world, inside my head and surroundings. I just can’t go into it yet. It’s hard to fathom that soon I may be where I want to be. Where we want to be. It’s hard to imagine life without all encompassing debt. Yes, that is years away but just to see the light at the end of the tunnel is almost refreshing. Speaking of refreshing, Moist just came on the radio. Man, that takes me back. Takes me back to a place where I wouldn’t want to re-visit but…
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Follow-up to “It’s official…”
Leafs’ New GM will have Written Autonomy By HOWARD BERGER TORONTO (Feb. 3) — Though I have been critical of Richard Peddie since he appointed himself head of the search committee for a GM to succeed John Ferguson, the Leafs’ CEO was speaking genuinely when he insisted the new manager will have full authority over hockey matters. We’ve heard that sort of claim before from Peddie, and it sounded like just another party line during the press gathering 12 days ago to re-introduce Cliff Fletcher. But, a highly-placed source on the board of Maple Leaf Sports & Entertainment told me last night that Peddie spoke the absolute truth. “Richard wasn’t blowing…
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Happy Birthday to the one I love ;)
That cute child with the elongated head is the man I have married. Wasn’t he just precious. It was exactly 26 years ago today. Ground Hogs day. And no, before anyone asks he probably won’t see his shadow so winter should be leaving soon. Highly unlikely though. It’s supposed to be a messy weekend. John already has his birthday presents from me early (& they are awesome if you ask me). The KFC and Jack will be another weekend….when we can celebrate with others. We would die of a heart attack if the 2 of us split a bucket. haha Our arteries would clog for sure. A great present for…
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Mt. Vesuvius
That’s me today. I feel the pressure and it’s going to be explosive. I don’t know what has me feeling so angry and frustrated but it’s there. I’m cranky as Hell. I’m not with other people, I’m trying my best to be civil but it’s there constantly reminding me. My whole body goes tense and I want to scream. I want to hit something and hopefully it’s cathartic enough to stop the blow-out that may ensue if I can’t shake this. Depression is anger turned inwards. So that may explain the past while but can it go in reverse and suddenly revert back to anger turned outwards. I haven’t felt…
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Blah, blah, blah
Ever feel insignificant or overlooked? Just plain out ignored. Like nobody bothers with you…out of sight, out of mind. That’s exactly how I feel sometimes. People don’t see us so people don’t bother with coming to visit or pick up the phone. Life has gotten in the way. More importantly, money has gotten in the way. The almighty dollar. I’ve honestly tried (believe it or not) to keep things open and free and fun but these things keep getting in the way. Just once, I wish I’d win the lottery so I can go where ever I want, see whoever I want, whenever I feel like it. It’s just not…