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Stop using my stomach as a battleground!!!
That’s it. I’ve had it! My gut is a mine field today and I’ve had about enough. Gut do you hear me?!?! I’ve had enough. I know you are there and that I’m alive, thank you for the reminder. But seriously, I have a job and a life I’d like to lead so bugger off!
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Recluse
I haven’t been around….but I have. I’ve been completely uninspired… and blah… I feel like I don’t have the time to blog. But I have nothing but time. But I always find excuses. Kind of like everything else now it seems. Is it winter blues? Probably. Hopefully. But nevertheless, I’m not feeling up to my a-game. I tried to stay away from the blog and to put it out there because all I seem to do is complain. I worry people thinking I’m fishing for compliments or pity. But that couldn’t be further from the truth! I am feeling really low on myself. I’m having problems taking my own advice…
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Mt. Vesuvius
That’s me today. I feel the pressure and it’s going to be explosive. I don’t know what has me feeling so angry and frustrated but it’s there. I’m cranky as Hell. I’m not with other people, I’m trying my best to be civil but it’s there constantly reminding me. My whole body goes tense and I want to scream. I want to hit something and hopefully it’s cathartic enough to stop the blow-out that may ensue if I can’t shake this. Depression is anger turned inwards. So that may explain the past while but can it go in reverse and suddenly revert back to anger turned outwards. I haven’t felt…
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Blah, blah, blah
Ever feel insignificant or overlooked? Just plain out ignored. Like nobody bothers with you…out of sight, out of mind. That’s exactly how I feel sometimes. People don’t see us so people don’t bother with coming to visit or pick up the phone. Life has gotten in the way. More importantly, money has gotten in the way. The almighty dollar. I’ve honestly tried (believe it or not) to keep things open and free and fun but these things keep getting in the way. Just once, I wish I’d win the lottery so I can go where ever I want, see whoever I want, whenever I feel like it. It’s just not…
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Time to push the panic button
Ok, I promise this will be last post/rant on TML for a while (unless somebody gets fired or a blockbuster is made (lol)). But I just want to say it’s time to push the panic button. I read this from hockeybuzz.com and thought it summed what I wanted to say really well so why try to re-write it. 🙂 The Maple Leafs’ plight is really no mystery at all. This is a bad hockey club right now. It is a team with one member of the 23-man roster [Mats Sundin] playing anywhere close to an elite level. Every other skater, with the possible exception of Nik Antropov, is floundering. Both…