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Ever feel like a bump on a log…
That’s me. Useless as a bump on the log. I’m just so frustrated with the way things are going right now….I’m trying to be positive and see the forest through the trees but man, that’s rough. I just feel lacking. Lacking in being a positive force and making a positive contribution in society. I’m happy with the way things went at school (I did awesome….I own UNB). I’m happy being married. I’m happy to have my own place and car. I’m happy to help. But if that’s the case…why do I feel like this?! Why can’t I just be happy with me??? It’s always something. My boobs have gotten too…
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One Insomniac’s Tirades
Well here it is 9:16am on Wednesday….I’ve been up for about an hour and got John to school. Mind you he was late but we figured eating breakfast and making a lunch would be the best choice because he’s at school for a full 9 hours today. A few minutes late is no big deal. My plan was to come home and go back to bed for a few hours…however, here I am in my big comfy bed on the internet. I’ve tried sleeping and I just tossed and turned. I figure if I read….or better yet, blog it might get me to sleep. I had a great nights rest…
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It’s just a movie
How can a movie make you remember things you’ve forgotten about your past? How can they make you relive things you have never wanted to relive again. I don’t understand how they can reach out and pull at your heart strings long after the final credits have rolled. I sit here pondering and thinking about things I haven’t thought about in a long time…some years back. Where did the time go? I’m glad it went though quickly though. How come I just can’t forget to remember or remember to forget or whatever the Hell it is I am supposed to. Or rather I want to do. It wasn’t the happiest…
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I’m in a very pensive mood tonight
Today was my day off and my mind has been doing a lot of wandering. A lot of free associations and random thoughts…but maybe they aren’t as random as I think they are. So I’m going to let my fingers do the typing and see where they end up while I sit here. 😉 Do you think there are coincidences in life? Are there such things as accidents? Are we just blindly walking through the paces that are laid out before us? I do believe we have choices and those choices make us who we are and where we end up but are the choices really ours? Maybe we just…
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Let me tell you a story….
The story is set about 2 weeks ago. “T’was the night before classes, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, but up was our mouse. (Yes we had a mouse. Gah.) Our laundry was stacked on the floor without care In hopes that morning soon would not be there. The hubby & wife were nestled all snug in their bed While vision of candy danced in Laura’s head. And Chris in his boxers, fell asleep in a snap We all had settled our brains for a long winter’s nap. When all of a sudden there rose such a clatter I sprang from the bed to see what…